Yoz ppl... todae.. or rather ytd as now is monday le... i practically rotted at home... then juz did some revision for my maths.. b4 my frenz asked me to go eat steamboat at Bugis... i was tinking of going out as well.. so i agreed.. then in the end we went to Marina Bay eat steamboat... haha.. i ate quite alot lar... at first i eat lyk nth lyk tt.. then by the end... i was getting sick cuz of the excessive oil on those meat and such.. the oil make me no appetite... but todae was rather okay lorz.. the food there okay lar.. i went there few times larz.. then okie okie... but when i reach there.. i saw quite alot of ppl and chiobus there as well.. my eyes were practically out of my eye socket... haha.. actually not so exaggerating lar... juz tt there got some gers who are really chio one.. then got some in the bowling alley there... then in the MRT oso got.. wow!! it was my super lucky dae.. saw so many chiobus... haha.. i tink i saw more than 10 todae... then got 3 or 4 gers who didn't haf any makeup.. yet they look so chio and KAWAII... OOG!!(OOG is oh our god)... they no makeup already so chio le.. imagine they really go and makeup.. wow!! they will look more gorgeous and attractive... able to "kill" many guys out there... haha... anyway.. tink i starting to get KRAZY le... cuz maybe too much STRESS!! haha.. tt i duno.. cuz study too much... got side effects one.. hehe... maybe scientist shd study on students... and find out wat actually happens to a student's mind if s/he study too much... as in are there any side effects or psychological effects on their minds.. and study their brainwave as well... see whether they can handle tt amt of stress in their brains.. haha.. tt way they will noe tt students nowadays are facing more and more stress... maybe tt y many students are going nuts soon... hahaha... juz lyk me... cuz i going BERSERK le.. haa... tink i better stop here... b4 i get any lamer.. and maybe crap more and more.. haha.... okie.. me really gonna go rest le.. cuz ltr mus go skl and study maths again.. tink all my brains cells will be dead aft my maths test.. then all my brain juice will dry up.. haha... i really gonna stop le.... buaiz evr1...

Signing out...
Aburame Shino (He's a man of mystery. Yet such great powers lies within his body.)

*You don't need any reason to fall in love with someone. You just fall.*

Yoz ppl.. hihi.. i back again... anyway.. this wk is really stressed.... cuz i haf quite a number of tests... and only one of it i haf confident to pass... the P&C was okay lar... considering the fact tt my project was 50%.. so i wont fail no matter wat... but for E Circuit... i haf no confidence at all.. cuz i really dunno wat i doing oso... those calculations ans... all those i dunno one all i put zero... be it 0V or 0ma... i juz dun care... haha.. so now hope tt god is kind enuff to make me pass my tests this time round... anyway... now no test... but nx wk test would be a super killer... its my Maths 2 exam... a standard 3hr paper... and it would kill me for sure... really hope tt i am tt "TAIKO" to pass with a D again lyk last semester Discrete Maths... haha... gonna start my revision if not i will surely fail one... cuz my Maths is damn lousy... y would last time scientist tink of those INTEGRATION or DIFFERENTIATION or even FOURIER SERIES.. who the hell invented all these theorem one.. i want to kill him... oops... those ppl already dead... haiz... make me nid to study till siao... WTFH?? looks lyk i cant rest much for these few daes... cuz my exam on Thursday... then gonna go skool to study from Monday to Wednesday.. cuz Thursday paper starts on 1230.. really no time for last min "CHIONG" one.. so mus start early... then wat am i still doing here?? shouldn't i be studying.. haha.. the answer is NO... i cant study todae.. cuz i am damn tired... now my brain already start to malfunction le.. still wan me to tink of those things... no way~~! i am gonna rest early for tonite.. tink so ba.. haha...

anyway... now my holiday is becoming more and more shorter than it used to be... cuz for poly students our holidays has already been eaten up by 2 to 3 wks.. then now during my holidays i mus go for this "World Skills" training.. from 22 Nov to 29 Nov.. a 6 day training.... evrdae 9 to 5 leh.. wau piangz... then lyk evrdae working lyk tt lorz... haiz... bo bian lar... mus really tahan wit it.. cuz i already sign up le... no use trying to quit when i nv even started.. so gonna juz endure wit it lorz... but during tt wk... i tink i betta dun work... cuz aft the training le.. sure no time to work one... haha... so juz bear wit it lorz.... okie lar.. tink juz gonna end here for tonite... cuz really quite tired le.... want to go haf a early nite... ^_^ (as if..)... buaiz evr1 reading this.... and nitez as well.... WORLD PEACE evr1... and KEEP ON ROCKING ppl....

Tired and shagged...
Alex Lao...

*Qns: How do you differentiate a dumb A*S and an intelligent BASTARD?*
*Ans: Just ask them a dumb question. You will know who is the dumb one.*

Yoz ppl.. im back le.. well well.. look at the time now.. its 3am in the morning and MY.. wat am i stil doing?? haha.. i juz finished preparing for my lab test tmr.. oopS.. it shd be todae cuz its monday now.. anyway my lab test is at 3.10pm.... haha.. actually i dun nid to prepare much.. basically juz rmb the format and noe wat to do can le.. juz cant afford to haf any cockups... cuz me now striving to score a DISTINCTION in JAVA programming... cuz my common test i already got a 98/100... then if the common test in 30 % i redi got 29% le.. haha... then if i score in my lab test.. which has a heavier weightage of 40%... and if i got a full marks.. haha... i redi haf a A in my pocket le.. now juz hope to really score.. cuz anything is possible.. rite?? mus haf this mentality so tt for my maths i wont fail.. juz hope so ba.... haiz.... really scared of maths only... cuz maths has always been my weakest link so im afraid tt this weakest link will prove fatal to me... i dun wish tt to happen... so i juz gonna work hard... well.. now i finally wake up le.. cant continue on the way tt i do things.. muz really wake up man.. cuz now yr 2 then more stress on my brain..... really hope my brain cells wont dry up.. haha..

anyway... i was kinda depressed for the last few mths... aft she and me broke up.... evrtime watch couple walk by me.. i wld really envy them.. and hope tt they wld be together 4ever... i haf been tinking of her... nitez aft nitez... tinking of those times where we were so happy.... and juz been in each other's company means the whole world to me.. it was evrth... it was lyk im in paradise.. evrtime tink of those times... my tears juz cant hold back but flow dwn my cheeks lyk Niagara falls.... was really tinking y up till now i still dun haf the courage to tok to her.. evrtime really wanted to open my mouth and juz speak to her.. even juz a simple HELLO will do... but my voice juz wont come out.. its lyk a radio juz suddenly malfunction.... whenever i tok to my frenz i haf no prob.. but when it comes to HER.. im really lost for words... but whenever i see her smile so cheerfully... i told myself tt if i really luv her i shd juz let her go.... let her be happy... cuz if she's happy.. i will feel happy as well.. so now the only thing i can do is juz wish her all the best and wish her happy.... all i can do is juz watch her smiling... even though she initiated the break up... i really haf no complaints at all... cuz at least we loved each other once b4.. juz hope tt she will rmb the times we spent.... cuz i haf rmb it by heart and will nv 4get wat we did and said.... its now a memory.... a memory which belongs to both of us.... and i couldnt fulfil my promise to HER... tt is being wit her and loving her 4ever... i really tried to change for her sake... but the time juz isnt on my side... she couldnt witness the changes i made for her.... but no matter wat.. if SHE is really happy then i haf no regrets too... juz hope tt the rest of HER journey would be good.... and i will always pray for her and wish her good luck as well...... juz wish HER all the best ba... and hope she could really find sm1 whom she really loves with no regrets...

anyway... i tink i shd stop... cuz my tears haf been flowing out lyk a nv ending waterfall.... the tears juz keep flowing... and flowing.. and flowing... and flowing.... well... juz hope tt SHE could read tis... even though i noe she may nv read it.... but i really do hope so.... juz to let her noe.... okie then... tink i shd retire nw.... eyes are swollen now.. juz hope my frenz wont notice anything....

Signing off
Alex Lao (first time i sign off using my real name... and for info... this blog here took me a watery 30 mins to write... )

*Life's journey are full of twist and turns. It doesn't matter how many twists and turns there are as long as you know that it is the correct pathway.*

*A person who dreams is more likely to succeed in life than those who don't dream.*

Yoz ppl... finally i back to write smth here... first of all... i haf finally cleared all my projects... though its not well done.. but who cares... as long as i hand in... i will haf a chance of passing... haha... anyway... i juz finished my first test as well... though i noe tt it will be somehow flunking it... haiz.. butj lucky i still got those claz test to help me wit it.. can kind of pull the grades up smhw... anyway.. got a great news to share... i haf been selected to participate in this thing called "WORLD SKILLS SINGAPORE"... it kind of lyk u learning a particular subject till u master the thing.. then we will compete against Singapore... if u are the best.. u will haf a chance to compete against the whole WORLD.. in an INTERNATIONAL lv.... wow~~! how cool can it be... haha.... if i can become the expert in tt field... then i haf a chance of being a world champion... haha.... then i will be FAMOUS... OH OUR GOD~~! thx for tt kind offer... anyway now... the dream is still abit far for me... but i will definitely try my best to strive for it... i really hope to be the SG champion... haha... then it will be great le... wahaha~~!... anyway really wan to thx my lecturer, Ms Valerie Tan for offering me this oppurtunity to take part in this wonderful competition... and oso a chance for me to learn smth new and fun... really looking forward to go for training.... haha.. hope can make lots of new frenz... hehe.... anyway... todae went to watch "WHITE CHICKS"... damn funny show... cant stop laughing man... really lyk the part where the "GIRL" and the Black guy at the restuarant... haha.. really funny man... then oso the part where the 2 "GIRLS" are doing breakdancing at the dance floor... really power sia... their breakdance really good... really PEI FU them... haha... overall i gif the show 5 stars for comedy... 5 stars for bad language... and 3 stars for storyline... the storyline isnt tt great but its way of acting is really good.. the way they put the flow of the story is nice.. juz makes u keep laughing one scene aft another... therefore.. it shd be a 4 half star show.... anyway.. tt all i wanna say... still got 7 tests more to go.... buaiz.. peace to the world...

Signing out...
Sabaku no Gaara aka Gaara of the desert ( I live for myself and love only myself. I will kill everyone until i'm the only one left in this world. Only that way can i prove my own existance.)

*Oppurtunities don't always come knocking at your door. If it does, don't let it slip away, for you will never know when it will knock again.*

Yoz... well... juz here to write a few things... to serve as a gentle reminder for me.... so tt i will rmb.... anyways... now not much time to write blog cuz theres juz too many things for me to do now... so many deadlines for me to meet.. and oh... noe wat deadline really means... it means "U r dead once u haf things lined up in a row".. haha... funny rite.... this one i tot of it myself leh.... haha... anything for the whole mth of oct... starting nx wk... i will be tired out v soon.... here is the things i haf to do... or rather my test timetable and my project deadlines....

October:
11th - Electronic & circuit lab test, Internet Programming project submission with presentation
13th - Electronic communication common test (1530 - 1730 at LTM2)
15th - Semestral project3 submission
18th - Object-oriented design & programming lab test (1510 - 1800)
21st - Marketing common test ( 1100 - 1200 at LTN2), Productivity & creativity common test (1630 - 1800 at LTN2)
22nd - Electronic & circuit common test (1100 - 1300 at Sports hall)
28th - Mathematics 2 semestral exam (1230 - 1530 at A.248 seat no:9)

November:
1st - Object-oriented design & programming semestral exam (1630 - 1830 at A.339 seat no: 161)
3rd - Internet programming semestral exam (1630 - 1830 at A.339 seat no:9)

as u can c.... there are so many things to do for the next 3 or so wks with so lil time on my hands... i really nid 48hrs a day in order to score.... haiz... really stressed rite now... wat to do.. poly life is lyk tt.... dun tink poly life is v relaxed hor.... now u noe our life isnt as ez as it tot.... so stressed.... my holiday starts on the 3rd November... 1830 onwards.... till 20th December... haiz.... ppl still holiday we haf to start skool le... sm more is during x'mas wk..... haiz... sianz... and oh... 4got.... HAPPY BDAY TO MY GREATEST PAL, JASPER... haha.... anyway tt all for now lar....

Tired out...
Rock Lee (Even if i don't know any Genjutsu or ninjutsu, i will still prove that i will become a very good ninja.)

*Money can buy you almost anything in this world, but not time.*

Yoz ppl... nowadays quite stressed so nv really got time to write blog.. anyway here r some updates of these few daes.... firstly... monday sux as usual... then tuesday no skool... went to yishun to celebrate mid-autumn festival wit Jasper..... haha... only a few ppl... so pathetic... but stil at least got do smth.... then wednesday was my project presentation for "Productivity & Creativity".... then we presented it lorz... doh it sux lar... haha.... but at least it was the effort tt counts da most.... then aft tt went bishan wit my god-mei b4 hitting back home.... thursday even more sianz.... went to skool.... but nv go lessons lar.... wanted to go skool do proj but in the end lab nt available... the hell???... haiz.... then no choice but to go back to my "Tiger's den"... haha... then todae.... went to cineleisure for my "Concert"... haha... actually no lar.... celebrate my fren Darren bdae so went to Cineleisure KBOX... sing lyk siao..... haha... no lar.. actually everyone sang lorz... so its okay... then aft tt went to eat at Park Lane b4 going a lil session of pool... at first dun wan to play one... but then a bit tempted... so play one round only.... then juz nw take bus home lorz.... super sianz.... one hr trip home.... first is take 857 to yishun then take 858 home... then now nth to do.... so writing my blog.... super sianz.... lucky for me.... my project deadline extended.... frm 4th Oct extended to 11th Oct.... haha.... so gd wor... at first tot da "CHI HONG KIA" wont allow one... but he actually extended it... so gd.... haha.... at least he not so "CHI HONG" aft all..... if not i "HONG KAN" him liao.... haha..... todae abit violent so bare wit me for a while more... niways.... todae got another lyrics to post.... its a song by Liang Jing Ru or 梁静茹.... the song is called Jie Shou/接受.... its a v meaningful song if u really read the lyrics... really lyk the song the moment i heard it.... damn nice... especially with her voice.... its a song juz for her only.... if other female artiste were to sing it... it wont sound as nice as her..... haha.... niways... the lyrics are here.....

接受

彷佛上一分钟
fang fu shang yi fen zhong
你还陪在我左右 还以为我们会开花结果
ni hai pei zai wo zuo you hai yi wei wo men hui kai hua jie guo
我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔
wo hai ji de mei gui se tian kong que mo hu le wo men de lian kong
哼过的歌到底是什么内容
heng guo de ge dao di shi she me nei rong

彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风
fang fu yi jing zhi you xia yi ke wo bian chen feng
吹过你的领空 差点失控 回忆在夜里闹得很凶
cui guo ni de ling kong cha dian shi kong hui yi zai ye li niao de heng xiong
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
wo xiang wo ke yi ming bai ni suo you de tong
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷
xiang rang ni zhi dao wo dong que dan xin yan bu you zhong

我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟
wo men de jie shou yi ding shi bi ci bu gou cheng shou
在爱情里分不了轻重 诚实得过了头
zai ai qing li fen bu liao qing zhong cheng shi de guo le tou
不能退后也无法向前走 爱是一个自私的念头
bu neng tui hou ye wu fa xiang qian zou ai shi yi ge zhi shi de nian tou
把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感动 能记得多久
ba ji mo xiao chu de li you sheng xia de na xie gan dong neng ji de duo jiu

彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风
fang fu yi jing zhi you xia yi ke wo bian chen feng
吹过你的领空 差点失控 回忆在夜里闹得很凶
cui guo ni de ling kong cha dian shi kong hui yi zai ye li niao de heng xiong
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
wo xiang wo ke yi ming bai ni suo you de tong
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷
xiang rang ni zhi dao wo dong que dan xin yan bu you zhong

我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟
wo men de jie shou yi ding shi bi ci bu gou cheng shou
在爱情里分不了轻重 诚实得过了头
zai ai qing li fen bu liao qing zhong cheng shi de guo le tou
不能退后也无法向前走 爱是一个自私的念头
bu neng tui hou ye wu fa xiang qian zou ai shi yi ge zhi shi de nian tou
把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感动 能记得多久
ba ji mo xiao chu de li you sheng xia de na xie gan dong neng ji de duo jiu


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anyway.... tt all le.... hope u all enjoy the song here..... buaiz ppl.....

Peace....
Hatake Kakashi....

*Live today as if it is the end of the world as you never know what will happen tomorrow.*