Music for the day: Ku Xiao Bu De - Alan Kuo *Ke You Lun*
Mood for the day: Super shag and tired

yoz ppl. juz reporting in aft a long break from blogging. btw the time now is 5.46am in the wee hours of the morning so dun mind me. my mind is kinda off now. anyway, juz updating u guys of wat i did the last few wks.

17th september: first i went over to my fren hse for her bday celebration. she held a buffet for us. well, quite happening i shd say. haha. mayb cuz me nv had such treatments b4 for a bday party. well. maybe juz once. anyway, aft the celebration went over to zouk. din quite turn out to be fun though. wasnt very gd. but at phuture i saw Alex Toh, Le Yao and Zhang Yao Dong. haha. juz happen to c them. i saw them for awhile then they left le. sianz. then aft tt went hm early.

19th september: went for Police officer selection. well, i reached Police Headquarters at bout 9.15am. juz nice the timing. i reach there, changed my pass, have my bag scanned and then went in to register. all was going smooth. waited for a while b4 the briefing starts. b4 briefing starts i was kinda targetted for my dressing and hairdo. *i was wearing basketball shorts for tt day. din know tt mus wear jeans there.* but nvm, lucky they juz reminded us tt nx time for interview mus wear properly. then soon the briefing starts. aft the briefing it was the documentation process. all our documents mus be arranged properly and all our particulars filled up and handed in. then soon aft tt was over, the psychometric test began. it was kinda of a 2 hr test. we had to follow the instructions carefully. evrth to be done in order. well, aft tt was lunch. tt day was a bad day for me. first realized tt me got not enf money. then secondly me got no ez card as i used it to exchange for the pass and i cant get my card back yet. so in the end, i walked ard novena square and the surroundings cuz i had a 1hr 40mins break. so i walked and walked. so hungry. then aft awhile i tired so went back Police HQ. then aft tt waited for the second part to start. the other half of the day was basically physical checkup and documentation. so tt bout it.

21st september: my final paper. well, no nid to explain much. its the final paper for my exams and i am dam happy bout it.

24th september: went for my first filming session with mediacorp at NAFA. haha. experience of a lifetime. finally got to c how filming goes. was very exciting. even though was some commotion in the beginning. everyone settled down quickly and began filming. although it was juz some simple walking in and out of the auditorium, we nid to haf several takes, all from diff angles. aft the walking in and out was completed, nx was sitting down and clapping hands. well, it wasn't tough but still several takes are needed. yeah, i had my appearance on TV as well. there was this part where some part-time actors and a Hong Kong star was having a diagolue and i was supposed to shut them up with a simple "SHH.....". haha. though it was juz a simple "SHH..." it still took several takes. but at least i had smth to do. on my first day of filming. haha. so fun. oh yeah, the show i am filming was called "WU CHU CAI HONG". it featured Jeanette Aw, Mi Xue *the Hong Kong actress* and her sister Xue Li *another HK famous actress* and some other actors. it was a show bout dancing. but duno when the show be broadcasted. lolx. anyway, felt gd as i realized half of my dreams. tt is to act. but of cuz my dream is to either one day become a real actor or a singer. haha. well, rite now i shd juz be happy tt i can act, even if i am juz an extra.

26th september: was supposed to go to school but was too tired and nv went. in the end went for bkb at yishun at nite. basically tt about it.

27th september: went for KTV session with my fren, guofeng and joined soonyee fren. enjoyed the singing session there.

28th september: went to school first for the attachment briefing. then at nite went for pool with my buddies, HP and CP.

29th september: yeah, went for filming again. same show as b4 but this time i was featured as a filming crew. even had a closeup of my face. so u guys shd c my face lar. at first we tot wear black tee and jeans okie le. in the end go mediacorp wardrobe there, they asked us to change. guess what. into long tee which resulted in me looking dam GAY. but no choice had to wear it. so there i am wearing it and caught on filming. haha. but apart from acting as filming crew, i was also needed to become the audience and also many other things. so basically the show has lotsa triplets and quadruplets. haha. but then i really had to say this. but the director and crew was really gd. they can make the effect of a fully seated auditorium with juz 40 plus ppl. and smmre the effect is there. really really PEI FU them.

30th september: yeah, filming. beginning to like it. even though pay was lil, i still enjoyed doing it. its an easy job to do oso. today i was back as an audience. had to wear formal again. but this time me and guofeng wore SMART CASUAL. we wore tees and jeans. then juz put on a jacket or blazer. like tt become formal le. so smart rite. anyway, i kinda like attracted sm attention there. mayb due to the fact tt we wore too nice le. haha. then anyway, basically it was juz the usual standing up and clapping and cheering. then lunchtime. while we was going for lunch, we saw the actors and actress sitting by the staircase and eating. so we also did the same thing. then aft lunch, my frenz and i tot of getting pix from Jeanette Aw. so we decided to go look for her. we went to the washroom and when we came out, Jeanette was going to the washroom as well. we juz kinda stunned there. then we decided to wait for her to come out then ask her. but when she finally came out, we saw her walked right pass us again. evrone was rooted to the ground. u shd see tt sight. was so hilarious. 6 guys who din even move an inch. practically juz see her only. haha. then aft tt we decided to jus go ask her. so we went in to the auditorium and took our cameras and phone and went up to her and take photos. finally, a wish fulfilled. i had my photo taken with her. smmre it was with her special hairdo. at tt time, i was so nervous when i was having my photos taken. as a result, din noe how to smile and came out with a forced smile. but she smiled so naturally so its alrite. man, she looked really beautiful and her voice was like so sweet. she really had me shivering. luckily i acted natural. so she din see me shiver. haha. well, having taking photos with her is like a mission accomplished. then the rest of the day went by. and i was juz mesmerised by her. lolx.

2nd october: went to KTV again with my frenz. again was a gd singing session though my voice din open tt day. mus haf been moody.

6th october: filming again. tis time it was for a bollywood movie. u may tink its funny but really, it was a movie to attract more indians to come to Singapore. the movie featured Priyanka Chopra, Miss Universe 2000. but to tell the truth i din noe who she was on tt day. she was with another guy who i oso duno. haha. but the film kinda ended early. it went on rather smooth but there was this part whr i was supposed to be looking at the stage but i was too tired tt i continued sleeping. lucky for me the camera was panning from the back. lolx. then aft filming went over to PS for sm drinks and then went hm.

7th october: Jasper's bday. was supposed to meet him at 3pm at orchard but din make it. my parents was going to genting so i haf to help them out at hm. even though i wasn't of much help. so aft tt i went to meet them for movie at Cineleisure. watched "The Myth". really crappy show and wasn't really worth the movie. but hey, since my frenz want to watch then we juz go ahead. aft tt i went over to Jasper hse and stayed for awhile. drank sm vodka b4 heading hm. then i reach hm 4 plus. so i went to search for blogskins and finally write my blog. oh, it has been an hour. this is definitely the longest blog i wrote so far. i spent one hr to write it. lolx. well, then i shall stop here. go eat le since i not sleepy anymore. Jya ne. itekimasu.

alexinho - 8th October 2005 0649hrs

*Dreams is the illusion of the reality.*