i'm back everyone. busy these 2 weeks with my work. even though it's a 2 day work and 2 day off, i never have seem to really enjoy my off days. somehow feel it's too short to be called a 2 day off. nevertheless, it's more than enough i guess. i should know that the moment i signed on for that.

work is really endless but somehow, i'm starting to get used to it. everytime i work, i concentrate to my fullest, but once work is over, i will forget everything that i done, so as not to bring any stress home. off days are meant to enjoy, not stress over work. that's what i'm doing now.

one bad thing about my life now is that sometimes when i'm having my off days, everybody is working and when everyone is having their weekends, i'm outside preventing and helping everyone else. people work, i work. people off from work, i'm still working. people sleep, i'm working. people wake up for work, i'm still working. people go for work, finally then i rest. see the thing there? life nowadays really is tough for me. want to meet up with my friends but yet have to check with my schedule. man, tough life.

anyway, i guess i will stop here for now. too much complaining recently. okay, byebye everyone. till next time.



signing off.......

finally back!!! this few weeks been really busy. working in npc is really not easy. lots of paperwork and all. though it's busy, but strange thing is i'm not complaining for the first time. normally when i feel sian at work last time, i would always try to KENG for one MC. but now, i always kind of look forward to work. maybe it's the responsibility thing. but then again, i'm just starting to like my work? but still i think i prefer less paperwork.

last week computer broke down, thanks to a very old and fragile hard disk. but now, i got a good PC. it's very fast IMO, and it's also cheap. costed me only S$750/- to make this PC. though it's not the best yet, considering the tight budget i'm in, but hey, i still got quite some power there. If only i get the motherboard with SLI (meaning 2 GRAPHICS CARD). now that's really what i call power. but that would really be a costly issue. so instead i stayed on with a motherboard that has built-in graphics card, that's to save and utilise my money on some other stuff. weet!

well, i'm feeling kind of tired, considering that i actually just finished my day shift. supposed to end at 1930hrs, but with all the paperwork, i have to stay till 2200hrs to finish up all the necessary papers before i can really go off. well, i think i'm really got to drive to work so that i would not be late again. man, i hate that. i'm really trying to get there as early as i can, but sometimes shit happens. oh well, from now on, i'm going to DRIVE to work. can't really save those petrol money. alright, going off now. eyes can't really seem to open and i don't really know what i'm typing. hope i don't type anything strange. byebye folks, till next time!

signing off.......