Just woke up from my sleep. It was supposed to be a good rest but the rain stopped halfway i think and i woke up feeling all sweaty and sticky. Anyway, i went to the chinese sinseh today. My leg is better now, but still, going through the treatment was pure pain. pain pain and more pain.

I woke up today at 10 plus, and saw my mom getting pissed off with me. she said she tried to wake me up alot of times but i didnt wake up. to say the truth, its not i dont want to wake up, but i really didnt hear anything. i only wake up because i saw the time was 1045am. so i woke up and went to the sinseh in yishun. we were supposed to go chinatown but due to the fact that its too far, we decided to just go yishun.

once i reached there, i registered and was immediately called in the room. there were already a few people in there. i was first asked where the pain was. all they asked me was where my pain was. nothing else. i just showed him and he just pressed the point. when he pressed the part where it was injured, i felt like dying. he marked out some points and asked me to sit at another place. there i received the "BA GUAN" treatment (using heat to put into a bamboo cup and use it to stick to my feet). i was also asked to sit down beside a light heater. after about 15minutes, the bamboo cups were taken out and was then asked to lie down on a bed. i lied there for like 10minutes before the sinseh came to me. he pressed on my swollen area and asked if it was painful. i didnt need to reply. basically my face says it all. its twisted and cramped up. so he began to "MASSAGE" that area. I almost cried out in pain but somehow i tried to bear with the pain. he kept on pressing and massaging and pressing. for me, i was just bearing with the pain and how i wish i had something to bite on to. after 15 minutes of massaging, finally its done. i was then bandaged up and ready to leave. finally the ordeal was over. i only visited the sinseh a few times but i always feared going there. going there definitely means "undesirable pain and agony". i think it was true enough for me. anyway, the ordeal is over, but i still have to go back on monday. it will be yet another pain-streaking day.

anyway, this week was really a bad week for me. sprained my ankle and yet i still have to go to school. i dont really want to rest at home so i have not much of a choice. in here i want to thank all my friends for accomodating me. i had to walk slowly and yet they were willing to wait for me. thanks everyone. anyway wednesday was the presentation to john and i was shot at by him. but my presentation was more of a shooting session. he shot at me and in return i shot back at him. dont really want to talk about it anymore since it had past. on thursday, i went to the polyclinic in the morning, i wanted to take the x-ray initially but in the end, the doctor told me to go back only when my leg still hurts alot. so i took the medicine, paid up and went to school, despite the fact of a 2 days mc. at night, i went to takashimaya with my friends (val, beeling, jasmine, hs, godwin, francois, zs, ky and their friend). we went there to eat and then after that we seperated to buy our own stuff. me and val, jasmine, godwin, zs and francois went off to buy francois shoes. after that went to heeren to meet up with the rest. and then after that we went back home. so thats all for thursday.

okay, i didnt realise that i have wrote such a long post. i think i should stop here. anyway, i am feeling sad at the moment, because my 2nd grand-auntie had passed away. she was a good person even though i didnt see her much before also. alright, i think i will really stop already. anyway, thanks again to my friends for bearing with my slow walking speed. hopefully on monday i can wear shoes, so i wont walk around so bad. alright, stopping here.


signing off...................